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| Sunday, December 17th, 2006 | | 9:44 pm |
Current Events II
Went to free tango again this last Friday. I feel like I'm struggling but everyone says I'm picking it up fast so I guess I'm doing alright. The guy/girl ratio there is pretty bad, which is weird, when I did dancing in college it was wonderfully in my favor. Because of that, especially my first time there, didn't do much dancing. Have a ball there anyway, the music is so good I could just have fun sitting around listening to it, watching these very talented dancers, that I sometimes get a dance out of the deal is icing on the cake. In fact, when I got home I fired up pandora.com and found some of the music we were listening to, "Project Gotan" is very good. Met some girls there; though the ones I talked to substantially last week weren't here this time, I spent time with another two this week, leading up even to coffee and jazz, though I would be hesitant to interpret it in any Eddie Izzardian way. I sometimes worry about my ability to find any companionship after Crystal is gone. It seems so many people today are either psycho right wing Christians or psycho chakra-aligning, horoscope reading communists. In 6 years I haven't run into anyone as good as Crystal, and I'm concerned after another 6 years I'll be 30 and still having not met anyone better. I worry in general. Everything is going so well and I'm still unhappy. I even had a date on Friday and it went brilliantly. I'm hoping that I'm just in need of some recovery time but I don't know. I'm not sure I know what to do with myself anymore, and it was a problem even before Crystal dumped me. I've become rather bored of most of the things I use to like to do, and though I'm trying to find new things, it just feels like I'm trying to keep myself occupied. It all seems so shallow and pointless somehow. I don't know, maybe I'm just confusing pointlessness with hopelessness. Maybe it's not that I feel things are pointless, there's just a part of me that assumes I will fail and I just need to stop listening to it. Of course, if what I'm feeling really is pointlessness, then I need to not ignore it, lest I miss out on a sign that I need something more in my life. | | Wednesday, December 13th, 2006 | | 12:19 pm |
life's rough, and other current events.
So, Crystal dumped me. I'm unemployed, my car is breaking down, I'm out of money and Crystal is moving out and I can't afford to live by myself and I don't have the money or resources to move anymore or put down a deposit on a new appartment. I'm trying my darndest to bounce back but it's hard. Have started going to free tango lessons/dance on Thursdays. Met some girls too, got one phone number; she was going to be my date to this week's tango but just canceled. She did, however, suggest rescheduling Thursday's tango to a Friday dinner, and that's nice in that it's even more clearly a date date and not just doing something together, but I also am broke. Was going to go to an independent film festival yesterday but that was also canceled. Have watched the movie "Jesus Camp", very good, made me very worried for us all. On the agenda: find a job, find a job, find a job. Also find an appartment. Also ask Kay Jewlers if I can return an unworn wedding ring. Current Mood:  crappy | | Saturday, September 4th, 2004 | | 12:15 pm |
This was a response in a thread about nationalized health care. I think it pretty well sums up all of my political beliefs. It was asked how much would be reasonable to save a drowning man in the pacific, and the response was "any amount, even 10M". The following quote was a response to that, and then my amendment to his statement. I modified my statements some, as the nature of my journal allows for different methods of expresion. 'The question is important because of the fact that the money spent to save that one man's life is money not being spent elsewhere. It's entirely feasible that the money required to save the drowning fella is money that otherwise would have gone to, say, fixing a road somewhere. And perhaps had that road been fixed, the pothole in it would not have caused the accident that killed 3 people. While it's certainly a nice idea to devote all available resources to save every last man from every last situation, these decisions have both monetary and non-monetary costs. The question of where to draw the line isn't a simple one, and "whatever it takes" isn't a very good answer, especially when you generalize the situation. There's not just one drowning man, or one guy being chased by a grizzly, or one family that desperately needs money for a heart transplant. When you try to apply "whatever it takes" on a large scale, it can wind up doing more harm than good.' I really think this is what the arguement comes down to. Many socialists seem to be under the assumsion that there is a unlimited supply of resources in this country, as evidenced by the assertion that 10M dollars is worth spending to save one man's life. You know how many other lives you could save with 10M dollars? And even if we decide, okay, we're going to spend our money to save the most people possible, who is it that gets to decide what the best way to do that? The majority? People are right as long as there is a large mass of them? I haven't ever seen that to be very true. I don't think breeding faster than me makes you right. And who says that life is going to be the one and only important value? What if I get cancer, I'm going to die in 10 years, but I can double my life expectency if I spend all my time and money getting treatment. I decide I'd rather spend that money on a boat and sail the world for the next 10 years until I die. Who the fuck are you to tell me that I have to sit my ass down in the hospital and wait to die because sustaining my physical body is defined by you to be the more important than anything else. Sure, no one is going to force me to go to the hospital by gunpoint, but you would be taking the money I would spend on a boat, leaving me with only one option. What we need is a system where each person gets to decide what their values are going to be, and power is allocated to those people who are best at providing said value, as defined by each individual. Oh, wait, that's CAPITALISM. Gee. | | Friday, August 27th, 2004 | | 4:12 pm |
I'm in some deep shit
So, about a month ago, some dudes were shooting off fireworks around the house while my parents were gone. It sounded like they were hitting the house so I called the police. The police didn't come until the next day after more people around the neiborhood complained. One of the guys that were shooting off fireworks was particularly peeved and was certain that I was the one that called the police on him. Partially true, but not really. Seemingly unrelated at the time, in the next month the girls across the street started singing "you are my sunshine" whenever I came outside, and professing a crush in various ways. I stayed as far away from that as I could, the last thing I need is 13 year old girls hitting on me. Come today, the same dude starts yelling at me, saying I've been harassing these girls, calling them sexy as they walk outside and stuff. I can see where this is going. I'm assuming he's been setting me up, but even if this isn't his doing, it's not going to go well. I have no idea what to do. | | Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004 | | 3:51 pm |
| | Saturday, June 5th, 2004 | | 7:19 pm |
I'm Gone
I'm gone for the weekend. I got a chance to go fly over and see Crystal, so I took it. It's been eventful. Right now I'm at a DDR/Hair Dying party. I got some free chinese food today, and got to see a gallery dedicated to Crystal's late grandmother. Saw some very good photographs of Iceland done by a friend of Crystal's. Just before coming over here, me and Crystal took a walk, and looked through some houses that were under construction. Given that this it was the first time we were alone together this weekend, we had a really good time in those houses. | | Thursday, June 3rd, 2004 | | 1:38 am |
Political Stuff
I said I'd write about political stuff, but I lost the motivation. However, I'm getting sick of people's ignorent shit, so I've regained the motivation. I am, however, tired and drunk, so we'll see if this works out. Bush is not an asshole. Bush is not immoral. Bush is not a liar, a cheat, or evil. If you're going to hate the man, hate him for good reason, not for liberal propaganda bullshit. I know you're disillusioned. I know it's hard learning that adults sometimes lie to you, but automatically assuming the man is just out to get you, that all rich people stole the money that they have, that the president must be lying and trying to eat babies is equally as naive. Everyone has an agenda. Take the whole WMD scandle. Getting mad at Bush for that is stupid on so many levels I don't know where to begin. First of all, we can't even be totally sure there weren't WMD, or at the very least the begginings of production. He had a god damn year to get shit moved around. The Iraq opperation went down smoothly. Everyone was saying they were going to be rioting in the street and hating our asses, but everyone cheered us into town. We freed people from a crazy dictator who tortured his people. Liberals are simply latching onto this WMD shit because they got totally caught with their pants down, saying what a horrible thing this was going to be when it wasn't. Existence of WMD was never the only reason for war, it's only being held up as that in retrospect, sense no one has anything ligitimate to bitch about. Besides, even if it were the only reason for war, why get mad at bush? Bush reads the fucking cards they hand him. He's not the one looking at the satalite photos determining weather it's a silo or a church. Ya, okay, the director of the CIA came out after WMD weren't found and said "Oh, we told bush he didn't have any, and he just went on and on anyway." Why do you automatically assume it's the president that was lying? Don't you realize the director of the CIA wants to cover his own ass too? What's really more likely? That the director of the CIA told bush that sadam didn't have WMD, Bush went and told people the exact opposite anyway, the director of the CIA just SAT ON HIS ASS AND DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT BUSH LYING, that a man whose entire crazy worldview revolves around being honest lied through his teeth to manipulate people, KNOWING that the truth would come out and he'd get impeached. Or, maybe, just maybe, the director of the CIA, along with every other nation that had intell on Iraq, thought that Iraq had WMD, told bush that, and when it looked like nothing was being found, tried to scape-goat the whole thing onto the talking monkey. That's the other thing, no one thought Iraq didn't have WMD, no one. Even france and all the other people that hate us. They simply disagreed on how to deal with the situation. Certainly, given the evidence that we had, we made the right choice. And even if he didn't have WMD, that is irrelevent, because he refused to co-operate with weapons inspectors. I don't know if you remember, but way back when, we fought a war and decided not to kill his stupid ass as long as he would agree to some terms. He just went back to doing the same shit for 8 years, but Clinton was too much of a pussy to go back in their and finish the job. Well, we went in there and finished the job. Mission accomplished, now let's take their fucking oil. Do you people even know what Sadam did? He nerve gassed an entire town because of their race. Little girls, playing jumprope in the street, dying a slow, horrible death at the hands of that fucking nutjob. Honestly, though it's likely untrue, even if bush had to lie to get you fucktards behind a war in iraq, I don't care. If you stupid sheep are too selfish to go to war over the same sort of shit that hitler pulled, then I don't care if he had to lie to you. Serves you right for being a dumbass. I heard the same stupid shit when they caught sadam. "Oh, what's such a big deal about Sadam." "Oh, well, he's being pretty co-operative, it could help with our effort to root out remaining forces a lot" "Ha ha, you're so nieve, you really think Sadam would tell us stuff? The Iraq reporters there said he wasn't being co-operative at all" You know what, it made me nieve to assume that your government is telling you the truth, but it's equally nieve to assume that they are lying to you. You don't think that the Iraq reporters don't have an agenda of their own? I came to my conclusion by looking at the facts, not by going with my first emotional impulse. Sadam is not a religious fanatic. He may talk about Allah to appease certain people, but this is no Osama. This is not someone who got into a holy war with the great devil out of religious confiction, sacrificing everything he had to do it. This is not some nutjob living in a cave. This is a nutjob living in a plush castle. This is someone who is selfish. This is someone who has killed people for not washing their hands before meeting him, and was living in a dirty hole when we found him. This is not someone who gives a fuck about other people or Allah. This is someone who is going to rat people out if he thinks it help HIS situation even slightly. Especially sense we found him because his friend's ratted him out. He knows he's fucked, and he's knows we're certainly not going to let anyone else kill him. And we have video and picture evidence of him being pretty damn cooperative. Anyway, so if you're going to hate bush, hate him for good reasons, there are plenty. Unlike Sadam, he is a religious fanatic. He's out to push his right-wing moral agenda on everyone else. Hate Bush because he won't legalize stemcell research. Hate bush because he wants to spend tens of millions of dollars on drug testing when schools don't have good books or teachers. Hate bush because he'll make all sorts of decisions based on the kooky morals of himself, his crazy cult, and their imaginary friend, that most people in the US don't subscribe too. Bush, however, is not a liar. The same crazy beliefs that make him want to watch kids pee in cups is the same reason why you can trust him. He's probably the only president in along time that wasn't constantly lying to you or out to manipulate you. Which is why he seems so dishonest and stupid. He's not a good polititian. His not good at keeping up his 'hip image'. But he's a good person, and that's the best you can get for a canidate for office. You're never going to get someone who agrees with everything you believe in. You just try to get someone who's going to do the right thing when the time comes, someone who's not going to be thinking about their image first and foremost. That's why I'll never vote for Kerry. He just tells you people what you want to hear. Bush may see a few soldiers die in a war under dubious pretense, but I'm willing to wager Kerry would send a million young men to their deaths if he thought his numbers would climb a point. He'd start a war to distract from his latest dick-sucking scandle. Bush will do stupid shit that he believes is right. John Kerry will do stupid shit he knows very well is wrong, just to look good. Just like this outsourcing stuff. Every economist who has a frontal fucking lobe knows that outsorcing is great, and if we put regulations on it, we'd really suffer a lot. John Kerry knows that outsorcing is good for our economy, he has a frontal lobe too. Why does he oppose it? Cause there's more stupid people in our country then smart people. All he has to do is chant "they took our jobs!" and people start foaming at the mouth. That's what democrats do. They take advantage of stupid people and half truths to subgigate people while they think they're being saved. Oh, hurrah, more regulations on smoking, this is so great, now the only people who can smoke are rich people in their private clubs, because god knows ordinary folks aren't intelligent enough to make choices about their own fucking lives. Everybody acts like it's the rebuplics that want to take away your ability to run your own life, but it's just the opposite. Democrats are the ones that would rather have gun control laws then just PUNISH THE FUCKING CRIMINALS. "Oh, some kid drove to this store and burnt it down, let's ban cars and fire and stores, but let the kid go!" The whole democratic party is like one big logical falacy. It's one big mistaking coorelation for causation. And if one more person says that Clinton got impeached because "he got a blowjob" I will punch them in the face. Clinton lied to a grand jury. You don't get a grad jury because you cheated on your wife. You get a grad jury because you have 12 impending trials. Generally we frown on having a serial rapist be the leader of the free world. Jesus Christ people. He just pulls out a shiny object and you're all just "NEAT, IT'S SHINY!" Ya, bush doens't have a shiny object. Sorry. Please make a decision based on something other then Jazz playing ability this year. As I've said, republicans are not without their faults, and I often debate with myself which side of the fence I should go on. Certainly, I'm not a republican because democrats are all stupid and republicans are all awsome. I'm a republican because democrats are mostly stupid while republicans are slightly less then mostly stupid. Republicans have that damn religious right shit going on. As much as I hate people, I do think the majority of people are smart, they just happen to have to choose between two evils, and end up canceling each other out come election time. What we need is a new party. We need something like the libertarian party, but not so fucking extreme. Like a moderate party. The problem with all the canidates now adays is that they are all like some kind of evil voltron. They're comprized of these little bits and pieces of extermity from all sides of the table, to appease these psycho groups who won't vote for you unless you push their button: being married, christian, letting gays hang their dicks out in public, ect. ect. So you get these canidates who are built to appease the types of Christians that give most Christians a bad name, the kind of gays that make most gays sick, and so on. It's like a big quilt of stupid. What we need is a quilt for everyone else, a good voltron. One with a big ass sword and a lion for a head. It's too bad I'm not old enough to run. Though I understand the restriction. I'm sure when I look back at the this in 10 years, I'm going to feel stupid, but I'm also pretty sure the basic ideas I have here will survive the test of time. I just need a decade to refine them, and to mentally prepare for being an international diplomat. I'll post exactly how I stand on specific issues later. It's 3 am. | | Monday, May 31st, 2004 | | 11:31 pm |
Last night I had someone give me the best advice of my life. You should go somewhere with a lot of people, find some people you get along really well with, and spend as much time with them as possible. You should meditate every day, and follow buddhist teachings. Get a job, and whatever you are doing, put 100% into it, and you should do things that make you happy. | | 11:27 pm |
I got to see Abigail today. She was absolutely adorable. Okay, so instead of saying "I'll stop crying" she uses the phrase "The rain will go back into my eyes" AWWWWWW, awwwwwwwwww "If you let me go outside the rain will go back into my eyes and we can play together." eee he he She also stated that she wanted a pinecone for her birthday. She spent much time in my car rocking out to music. | | Sunday, May 30th, 2004 | | 1:19 am |
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So I guess it's my birthday wensday. | | Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 | | 10:47 pm |
oh, and as an aside, I picked up some tarrot cards. I've always been fasinated by them, and now I have some of my own. I kinda want to try out giving a reading. I've been doing myself for a long time, and I think I'm ready to try it with another person. edit: Jesus that sounded dirty. | | 5:38 pm |
Okay, I just got back from sailing through the San Juan islands. After sailing for a week, being on dry land is kinda weird. My brain keeps thinking things are still rocking back and forth. I had a excelent time in victoria. I got Dido's signature. I was just wandering around at night looking for something to do, and she happened to be having a concert in victoria. I was 3 months too late to get tickets, but I waited out back. Not normally something I would do, but I didn't have anything better going on, and there were girls there. When she actually came out, I turned into a total fanboy. I was all excited cause I sort of touched her finger. I really like Dido's music, and I've never actually been to a concert of a big name music band or anything, nor have I met any famous people, so it was pleasant. It was a bit of dramatic irony that I liked her so much, she happened to be playing in the city I was in, but I couldn't see her. I met a cool girl while waiting, named, interestingly, Victoria, she even lent me a ticket reciet to get the signature on. We were going to go get cofee that night, but her sister was upset cause she didn't get a signature, and didn't really feel like hanging out with some stranger (also, she thought I was 15 and was trying to save her sister from going to jail). We did, however, arrange to get coffee in the morning. Anyway, so I thought I'd find the coffee shop we were going to meet at before the morning so I wouldn't be late. It took about 3 blocks before I totally forgot where it was and what it was called. I remembered it was on Government street, but that's a very very long street. Regardless, I thought I'd walk down government street to see if I could find it. The rest of the night continued to be eventful. There was this really good drummer street musician, and a guy on guitar street musician. I got the impression they didn't actually know each other, they just kinda decided to have a jam session right then and there. They were playing all these really good old songs, like Sympathy for the devil. There were these 3 girls watching, and they were taking up the backup vocals. All the woo woos and whatnot. There was this old homeless guy watching too, and he was on top of the lyrics. Sometimes the singer would forget, and the homeless guy would always know the next line. He got in on the backup vocals too. It was a lot fun. I also realized I recognized the girls. I'd seen them jamming out with some other street musicians earlier in the day. I chatted with them for a while and it turned out I was right. I'd never met street musician groupies before. Only in Canada, eh? I also like the word "eh" a lot now. It's better then "huh?" I passed by a strip club a block or two down and checked it out. There was nothing going on so I just moved on. Around the corner there was a place called "The Metaphysical Cafe". Cute little place, had a really good DJ. I sat around and listened for a while, talked to some girls and so on. After they left I went back to the tittie bar and caught the end of the last set. It was pretty interesting. None of this topless shaking around crap either, she basically rubbed her pussy right up in your face. There was a cool dance club, but they required 2 forms of ID and 9 dollars. Fuck that. In the morning, Victoria showed me all the sights. We went to this cool place in Chinatown. We had to squeeze between these two buildings to get there, and it was really out of the way, but it had all the coolest stuff. I picked up a shirt there. Mandarin design, metalic green. Anyone who calls it a matrix shirt gets punched in the cock, or the box, depending on your respective gender. Didn't get laid. That was a bummer. And, of course, I was totally preoccupied by it the whole time. I don't know what was with me. I was kinda acting weird the whole time. I was really self-consious and not really enjoying myself as much as I should have been. I normally just would have come right out in the open and said something, like, ask her if she wanted to go have sex or something. Then she could either shoot me down and I could stop worrying about it, or we'd go have sex and I'd get it out of my system. But I was just, not acting like myself. I noticed I'm a much cooler person around Crystal. I just don't do that kind of shit when I'm around her. Just thinking about her makes me feel better, makes me act like much less of a dork. Or more of a dork, but in a good way. I really want to be with her for the rest of my life. Anyway, I also got to see the Crystal gardens. Which had tiny ass monkies, and I mean tiny. Like finger sized. | | 3:20 pm |
I normally don't do this, but I said I would, so...bleh. Besides, I should do at least ONE of these in my lifetime. ( Read more... ) | | Monday, May 10th, 2004 | | 5:59 pm |
More irrelevent mumbling
I had Tai Chi yesterday. It was pretty interesting. I picked up a couple new techniques I can intergrate into my Wing Tsung: outside roll and trap, plus joint locks and counters. Joint locks I think in a real fight would be pretty ineffective, but in some rare situation, like if you can get them pulled way off balance, or you can isolate one arm you could use it to keep that arm isolated. In an hour I have Judo. That will be interesting. I haven't done anything related to Judo in a long long time, and it will be interesting to see if my Wing Tsung has helped my technique any. I need to brush my teeth more. I've gotten really lazy and I'm going to lose them. I think I'm going to do some posts about my political views. | | 5:10 pm |
Boring Entry about things
I'm back home now. Summer break began friday for me. Still no job. Today I drank a mountain dew. Me and caffine do not mix well, I've learned. My hands won't stop shaking and I feel really bad. I've been playing a lot of emulated games. I went and downloaded sim-ant. Much fun ensued...? How do you spell that word? Also played Mario and FF for breif periods of time. Mario 3 is still one of the best games ever. Sim ant is fun for a while. It's a well done game, but it doesn't take to long to figure out everythign in the game, and there isn't as much to play around with as there was in the other sim games. I really want to play sim-earth again. My favorite sim game of all time. There was just so much to do in that game. Much like in 'the sims' you could just experiment with it for hours and hours. I managed to create a 'dune' planet once. Entirely desert, no bodies of water, but still supported human life. It had no other life, and the colonies would die off as soon as they were created, but I had managed to get them explanding so fast that they would spawn another colony before they died. So there was this one roving colony on a planet of rolling deserts. Anyway, Mario 3 is the best game ever. More content in that one game then new games ever have. I really need to get into the working world soon. People have been telling me that a lot lately, and I have been telling myself that. My talent is getting wasted in college. I can do so much. I've done so much, in the small amount of time I've spent in the working world. I'm sick of all these people who think they're better at me because they can kiss the teacher's ass better then me and who will sure enough get a job at microsoft producing the next bug ridden, security flawed, poorly designed piece of shit, that all of us have to sit down and eat because Bill Gate's unethical business practices have driven other compition from the market. Bill gate's company get's million and millions of dollars of fines for the illegal shit they constantly pull, but they shrug it off because of the billions they make off of said illegal activities. Current laws are incapable of handling the magnitude of this problem. I worked for vivid concepts for a year. They started me out doing some crap jobs no one else wanted to do. Normalizing and editing sound files, doing some copying and pasting from word documents into a database. Eventually, they had me converting story-boards into flash files, so they wanted me to spend a week or two to learn how to use flash. By the end of day one I had learned the software. By the end of day two I was doing stuff with it that they didn't realize could be done with it. I turned what was a tool for animators into a fully functional programming language. As a 16 year old intern I created tools that changed the direction of that company by allowing them to put their entire product online, tools that were not only extermely flexible, but simple enough that totally untrained individuals could use it to do what they needed to do. Simple enough that animators and designers and highschool students could use them, flexible enough that they are still in use today, 5 years later. At Battele I completed tasks they had allotted a month for in days. These were not simple projects either. Building programs to analyze statistical information to determine weather a machine was operating properly. Analysis of chemical spectra to determine the likelyhood of a 'nucular event'. Complex programs that needed to be done in languages I didn't know, but I managed to learn the language and complete the program in a few days. Bleh, anyway, I need to go eat. | | Thursday, April 8th, 2004 | | 2:13 pm |
It seems like it's been years
It's weird to think me and my lady have been together less the 3 months. It feels like it's been years. We've gotten to that "we're basically married" point in the relationship. We spend all our time together; I always like at least having her in the background somewhere. I like to be able to look over my shoulder and see that she's there. Just seeing her face makes me happy. She's such an amazing person, just thinking about her brings the world into perspective. I've never felt like this about anyone. I'm no spring chicken for relationships, and I'm certainly not one for jumping into anything long term. I've been through my fair share of disillusionment and have a well matured pesemistic view on all this love crap. But I'm in love. So in love. I never want to lose her. The same problems still arise though. I cannot be sexually satisfied with one person. Every day my love for her gets stronger, but every day my penis yearns for the warm bossom of another woman. I don't want to lose her, but if I'm not happy, the relationship is going to suck, but she's not happy with me seeing other people. A while ago, she started crying when I was pleasuring her. She said she felt really really scared, and that was something that happened with her sometimes when she's having sex or making out. We talked about it, and decided that she needed to get some councling, cause there was some serious shit going on that she didn't understand. I thought maybe she had been molested or something. It takes a while to get into counsling, you have to go into the walk in hours, fill out forms, and they sign you up for a once a week time, so it generally takes 2 weeks after you first decide you want to go in. So, before she actually got to her first councling session, I accidently uncovered the issue, and it was far weirder then what I figured, but much more obvious. She's a lesbian. In hindsight, it was really freaking obvious, and she still wasn't sure at first, but after a week of introspection, GLBTA meetings, and whathaveyou, she came to a solid conclution that she is a lesbian. So where does that leave me? This is where it gets really weird. I'm still more in love with her then I've ever been in love with anyone....and she still feels that way towards me too. So, my girlfriend is a lesbian. We're still romantically involved with each other, as much as we use to be, if not more, but we both see other people in order to get sexual satisfaction. Which, as it turns out, is perfect. I get everything I've always wanted, love and commitment, and the ability to sleep with other people, without having to worry about her fucking other dudes. And she get's what she wants. We're both happy, and we can both be happy knowing the other person is happy. | | Monday, March 29th, 2004 | | 10:10 pm |
The representation of the general solution of a second order linear homogeneous equation as a linear combination of two solutions whose Wronskian is not zero is intimately related to the concept of linear independence of two functions. I'll update as soon as math stops fucking me in the ass. | | Friday, March 19th, 2004 | | 3:46 am |
This is so cool
I just transended TIME. Anyone want to give me victory head? No dudes. Well, unless you're Ewan McGregor. | | 3:37 am |
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